happy 18th birthday to mun chee!!
the class gave him a nike shirt n a mug
the shirt was picked by me(:

*yawn*
didnt sleep well last night - again.
it had been the n number of times in a week.
woke up 3 times this morning.
1145pm - i slept.
0115am - woke up by justina's sms.
0455am - awake by a nightmare about my jr.
0530am - awake by another nightmare about my fren.
irritating disturbance`

pittar-patter the water droplets fell from the shower,
creating a repeated beat against my ear.
wonders flow thru my mind while i was bathing in the morning.
i am getting on my life well fine.
i am happy with my frens around.
thou, envy do happen'
the only things tht really cheer me up now are my frens, the band & maybe bowling.
i am happy, contented with everything ard.
this is life.
the path of ur life is meant to be this way, then let it be.
whatever the obstacles lies ahead, face it with ur courage n might.
maybe this is how i see things now.
i am bringing smiles on me where ever i go now.
yet dajie n alicia felt tht i am forcing myself to smile.
??
i dunO..
tht the way they see..
3rd party n the others doesnt see things like the 1st n the 2nd parties do..
the point of view is different.
right??

i felt so stress out.
certainly not studying.
peer pressure??
maybe..

anyway, i felt happy for jess.
she is attached(: with the guy she had been waiting for..
*smiles*
envy*
hahas..

an answer i had been searching for...

sumtimes, i am lost myself.
Mum is right,
guys will nv change for a girl.
hardly any..
i agreed with this sentence to a certain extend.
guys said they will quit smoking for the benefit of the girl.
but in the end he didnt.
a fren of mine having a relation for more than a year,
the guy promised to quit smoking before the day they got tgt..
as for now, 1 year had gone by.. the guy is still smoking..
in this world, what is promise??

like what annabel said in her blog..
Quoted* :
love will make one show his or her side of weakness.
i agree`

true love only cums once in a lifetime..
it depends on how u got to hold on to it..
i envy junhao-having a very stable relation with his girl..
despite all odds they still get tgt.
holdin on firm strong..

this is me`
i dun wanna rush into things as for now..
study is my first priorty.
follow by bowling n close ones.
(:

nothing in this world is perfect.
there will sure be pitfalls in life.
downhills in ur way up the ladder of enjoyment.
take a step behind and enjoy the beautiful view ahead.
this is what a fren of mine told me about 2 years ago.

went out with dez n fiona last nite.
heeren`
searching for a new wallet, black shirt n formal wear.
converse has a new set of designs for bags.
comes in black n white`(:
black shirt for class purpose.

went to anchorpoint for dinner
PIZZA!!
at ard 9 went to queensway for the jerseys.
the shop are almost close..
we are late`
customised jerseys, anyone??

went to school for band with justina this morning`
the others were oso around.
like betrand,dingwen,lingwei,raidah, joey
did i left out anyone??
raidah left earlier.
me,just,the rat,dingwen,lingwei n joey started talkin about our tertiary education stuff..
from what we do in lectures n tutorials to food courts in schools.
exchange of what we did in class..hahas..
laughing my head off`

bought SHE cd (:
waitin for the 20th

tmr is the day!!
band fiesta @ PS!! (:

i am sick from top to bottom;
my lips needed the touch of love -water
my lips are very dry..cracking..
what u guys thinking? yellow tots..
dOts~~ dirty mind! hahas
sore throat! i am having one soon..OMG!
having leg cramps recently):
bOOhOo!!



jiewen* aka alicia is mine`
*blush*